Mad¢hip

So turns out I can’t be more active on tumblr over the Easter break as I only have two and a half days off, at least one of which I have to look after a brat. So yeah, so much for having time for once
I really need to put up with it and get used to it.
But its fun, being busy and as a result being accused of not wanting to see some one, who is in fact the only person in the world you want to.see
I just feel so shit and so sick
It gets boring crying yourself to sleep every night
I don’t know what to do anymore
The only option.I.can see is.death
But.that will only cause as many problems as it will solve
I’m stuck
I’m just going in circles
I can’t do this
I don’t know what to do
Why the hell.does everything have oi be so shit
Why am I always so alone even when I’mwith people
I’m just scared…
I.don’t know how I can move in the morning

I don't know

rubicon11:

la-la-la-la-love-is-dead:

rubicon11:

la-la-la-la-love-is-dead:

rubicon11:

la-la-la-la-love-is-dead:

Love is so painful.
Everything I do just hurts you and makes you doubt me.
But I do love you.
I love you so much my heart feels like it will explode out of my chest when I think of you.
I don’t know what to do to make you believe me again. I don’t know how to show you.
I wake up thinking of…

I love her , she can’t see it but I do

I know you do, it’s you who can’t see that I do, who doubts me.
I want to show you but I don’t know how.

You could start by possibly being with me, not going off with other guys.

I will do…I just want to hold in to you always

Then please prove to me that that’s true…

I’m trying but it’s hard when you don’t let me

(via the-pain-you-do-not-want)

I don't know

rubicon11:

la-la-la-la-love-is-dead:

rubicon11:

la-la-la-la-love-is-dead:

Love is so painful.
Everything I do just hurts you and makes you doubt me.
But I do love you.
I love you so much my heart feels like it will explode out of my chest when I think of you.
I don’t know what to do to make you believe me again. I don’t know how to show you.
I wake up thinking of…

I love her , she can’t see it but I do

I know you do, it’s you who can’t see that I do, who doubts me.
I want to show you but I don’t know how.

You could start by possibly being with me, not going off with other guys.

I will do…I just want to hold in to you always

(via the-pain-you-do-not-want)